Where’s the money Thabiso? That’s what I keep hearing. Sure you’re talented and you have everything but where’s the end result? Damn! I don’t have an answer. Like sure “we see you and you doing amazing thing things, but where’s the money?”. That’s my only deficit, the money. No one cares that I am building for the future but oh they will. Still it frustrates me because it’s like they have something on me. Sure I can refute everything but I am alone with the damning truth, wheres the money? It’s like I’ve become an afterthought. I feel like I am useless. They see my talent and all I’ve done but it doesn’t mean anything because everyone has talent and everyone has done something worthwhile. Damn! I don’t get the respect that I deserve. I opened all these doors but where’s the money? It’s like it’s all people think about. I am a creator and I create but in the outside world I am nothing because I don’t do it for the money. Money is important of course and hence I’ve dedicated my life to be a Billionaire but what about now? All your peers are moving forward in the world and you’re being a rebel? What’s with the dreadlocks all of a sudden? Damn! Where’s the money! It’s like they have forgetten who I am. When have I ever failed? I am building a life, just a little patience, in the end I will have everything but the fact still remains. Where’s the money Thabiso? Damn, I don’t know, that’s why I always advise them girls to go with the guy with the GTI because in this day and age my mental stability means nothing. I have all of this knowledge but it means nothing. It’s all about instant gratification and who has the coolest shoes. I can’t compete with that, I am old school. I believe in labor, focus and dedication. Still, I am close to destiny that I can taste it, I am there! I am the one but people don’t see it. I don’t want a salary, I aiming for millions! I am on that frequency! Damn, I wish I attracted people on my frequency because then we would build amazing things. Capital, infrastructure and resources is all I need! True, I don’t care about the money, I care about people because I know that people are the ones who create great things. Unfortunately my previous partners have lost the sparkle in their eyes and I understand because life is difficult but damn, God give me someone who won’t give up on me! Give me someone who is better than me! Give me someone whose enthusiastic about failure! Challenge me! Please! Break me down, defeat me, please! I don’t care about being ridiculed, I don’t care about people because they are too cowardly anyways, they don’t have the courage to go for what’s in their heart. I apologize for insulting people because I am drunk in any case but don’t dismiss me because it’s my shadow speaking and it’s in free flow telling the truth that’s in my heart. I wish I were around great people and I was the weakest. I will delete this post in the morning, I am emotional and too drunk. Still, my time is coming…
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