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Femme Fatale

I want a femme fatale like Sharon Stone, Hi Ginger! Hi there, Cleopatra. Hi there Robot Lady from Ex-Machina, I can’t believe that boy fell for your tricks, what a moron! Hi there Albertine, thank you for the lessons Proust. I want a dangerous woman who will lead me to my eventual death. One who is a master manipulator who will attune to my moods like a satellite. A woman who will string my ego like Beethoven. Play me against my friends and family like a piano and reside in my subconscious mind like a repressed memory. I want a femme fatale who is narcissistic and gains from other people’s misfortunes. A girl who is promicuous and dirty like linen on the washing line. One who uses her sexuality to make me yield. I want a liar who will make me suffer. I want a flirt who will fill my gastank with jealously and thoughts of suicide. I want a femme fatale to seduce me and play to my repressed desires. I want her to study and reflect my frailties like a mirror. I want her to stalk and devour me like a predictor. I want her undivided attention. I want her craftsmanship. I want her talents, her expectise. I want her body and the way her clothes always accentuate her features; I am talking legs, thighs, ass and boobs. I want her sweet talk and low pitched voice. I want her suggestive eyes that imply nothing. I want her short skirts and red lip stick. I want her poisoned red apple covered in cyanide. I want her detached demeanor. I want deceit. Oh, please tell me another lie. I want a bruised ego and a tumorous existence. I want to be one of her victims. I want a femme fatale who will tease me and string me along like Pinocchio, one who will make me feel like a real boy. I want a femme fatale to play with my emotions like a toy. A woman who is cold and distant. I want a femme fatale to lure me into traps like a spider with its webs. Like a snake in the grass. A woman who will destroy my life and all the progress I have made. A woman who is materialistic and doesn’t care about me. I need a femme fatale to use me and dispose of me like garbage in a dumping site. I need a femme fatale to use me for sex and all her deep-rooted insecurities and issues. I want Satan in her red bottom heels and Louis Vuitton handbag. I want Satan with all her glory and greatness. I want her to torment me, haunt me, possess me, punish and decapitate my prospects. I want a femme fatale with her make-up and kayfabe. I want her drama and co-ordinated chaos. A woman who is an egotistical narcissistic, a woman whose ambition is to destroy me.

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Survival mode

There is an organ in your brain called the amygdala. It is called the reptilian brain. It is responsible for fight or flight phenomena. It is reactive, it is agile, it is most likely to save your life in this fast paced world where anything and everything can happen to you; Murphys law, sometimes life can be difficult for no reason at all. When this organ is active, you are fearful, reactive, it is life or death. Governments everywhere in the world use fear to govern and they target the amygdala. You can’t rule a happy people hence tormenting people is the only way to do it. That’s why there’s never any good news on mainstream media, it’s all news that make you emotional, angry, fearful, reactive and exposed to manipulations. We know there’s a virus because they tell us, they even know how many people are dying daily and so you must know about it every day, every minute, every second!

People are on survival mode, reactive and used like chess pawns. This is deliberately induced, hence the turmoil. We are living in a world of Social Scientists and World Controllers. Huxley warned us on “Brave New World”. This is Ivan Pavlov’s operant conditioning, it is meant to cause trauma to the people. Everyone’s amygdala is always activated and so chaos ensues.

We need to stop reacting. We need to disconnect to reconnect. This is not good for mental vitality, all this surviving and scrumbling of bread crumbs. Everything is what you make it. We need to stop reacting and think. One lives on survival mode because he wants to. The amygdala is in the brain, we have to think. Bad things happen, we all know that, this is life. It is suffering, the Bible says so as well. You must not feel sorry for yourself. Never wallow, no self-pity, carry on with your life because there’s no recess, everything else will happen without you. You’re not even that important, no one is. It’s your choice to live in a state of fear but don’t expect abundance. Never survive, thrive in all seasons. A life of fear has no utility.

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