Month: October 2022

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind II

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Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind II

What does the Tao say about attachments? It seems I haven’t been listening. Hu Wei, a simple philosophy that states let go, yeild, fly about the wind in the sky, be soft, be like water, let the momentum of the waves take you to where you need to be, don’t look to control external factors. Let your internal campus guide you. I am guilty of swimming against the tide. As a result I have failed to make any foward strides. How can I when I am living in the past chasing the green light like Gatsby. You can’t live in the past Jay. Daisy is gone and you just have to contend yourself with somebody else. Time moves like a goods train en route its destination, it waits for no one. You can’t redeem lost time like a voucher. We live, make memories and ultimately die. Life is a continual process and every moment is significant. Live every moment like it’s your last. When your chance is over, move over so another person can enjoy the roller coaster ride. I think it’s comical that “The Great Gatsby” is one of my favorite tales. Maybe subconsciously I think I am DiCaprio chasing a woman who can never love me. I am not stupid, I knew it would be difficult but I always thought that if I could stretch time I’d have a chance. Like Gatsby, I felt entitled to her. I was living in my head and had visions of sweeping her off her feet and running along in the sunset, this time, no Tom, no Wilson, just us. I was deluded.

I read somewhere on the Internet that Kanye West was getting a divorce and I felt a bit better. At least Kanye is going through what I am going through, but worse! It’s not like I’ve ever been married. I don’t have kids and I am not so emotionally attached. So I am sorry Kanye, I feel bad for my initial reaction. I am not a hater Kanye, I love you, you are my hero. I was just projecting on you because I was in love with this girl for a long time and now I realize we are an impossibility so it’s time to let her go. I was in love with an idea and you were in love with the real thing, so it’s a total mismatch. I hope the kids are okay and you’re good. I’d personally hate to lose you and your awesome energy over this and so I pray for your mental vitality, I hope you make it through unscathed. The world still needs Kanye West and your awesome ideas. It was good while it lasted though. You had the Marilyn Monroe of this generation. She was white, had good hair and a banging body. You were at the pinnacle of pop culture. You are blessed Kanye and I know you’ll come out of this stronger than ever. After all, “what doesn’t kill you, will only make you stronger” – Nietzsche, no I mean Kanye West!!

P.S. I hope you signed the relevant documents. It would totally suck if she took half of everything. I mean you just made Billionaire status. If you didn’t, it’s okay, it’s not a train smash. You have more than enough and your children’s futures are secured.

I got an opportunity to enroll in a “Market Research” course. It’s an opportunity I created literally out of thin air. The opportunity came to me because I outworked everyone, period, and a bit of luck. I got a sponsor through the Universe to pay for it. It’s a 4-6 months course and naturally I completed it in a week. The makers of the course are so impressed that they are fast tracking everything for me. I am in mentorship circles and the goal is to help the “antakalipa” brand grow. I am a business now, full out ready to conquer. No excuses, I take all that I’ve learned from my previous entrepreneurial endovours to apply it here. I am better now, I am smarter now, my logic is grounded in reality now, I am hungry for riches now, I am super focused now, It’s my time now. Everything is in my hands, if the business fails, I fail and that’s not an option. I liked the course, it asked me challenging questions about the brand. I liked the section about competition. It was a bit awkward considering I’ve not yet monetized the brand, however it gave me an opportunity to think. I listed my competitors as Lira, Cassper Nyovest and J. Cole. Sure, Lira is the outlier in that equation but I listed her because I really like her, I am a fan, I love her content, it centers around “Love and self-realization” and for a while she was in Jazz. I listed Cassper Nyovest because he fills up stadiums. I admire him for that. He is a dreamer with big balls who manifests his ideas with no fear. Plus he has good business accumen, he did everything his way. I love that. And lastly J. Cole because his awesome. I aspire to be on his level. I believe I can be on his level, with time and a fair chance. The whole competition section was lodged in my mind and after a couple of days I decided to review my options. I omitted the outlier and replaced her with Kendrick Lamar. Kendrick Lamar because his so creative and talented. He is so good that he makes me feel insecure about what I can do. The way he puts out his content is amazing! Plus he has no bounds, he can do Jazz, Folk, Pop and Hip-hop. I want to be around Kendricks spirit in some capacity. Whether on the charts, stage, room or in the studio. He is “the guy” for me and initially I didn’t put him on the list because I was intimidated. But then I remembered artists don’t compete but compliment each other because we all different and it totally liberated me. I could be in the same industry as Kendrick and still be a fan of his work. But Kendrick opened up pandoras box and I was forced to reflect on the level that I was on. Truth is, I am at least a year behind Kendrick Lamar artistically. I need to bridge that to at least half. I need to write more. My content needs to be more profound and impactful. I need to do more and double up where I can. Then it occurred to me that I’d have to banish myself from the world. That I’d have to be a loner. No friends unless they helped me get to my goals. No fun unless we celebrating achievements. I need more screen time with the Infinite source. I need to be completely immersed in music and content development. That’s the price of greatness. That’s my sacrifice. I need to be more inward so it can translate outwards. I need to forget anyone and everyone whose not contributing to my growth and this ideal; eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, II.

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I don’t understand women

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I don’t understand women

I don’t understand women. I tried but it’s too difficult. Maybe my mind is not meant to keep such data. Don’t get me wrong, I can get a woman to bed. That’s not a problem, that’s easy, it is as effortless as breathing. It’s engrained in the human psyche, it is a evolutionary trait, my ancestors could do it, Apes can do it – in fact most life forms can. That’s how nature refreshes things, reproduction. So sex is not really special, not in the grander scale of the Universe. All of life engages in it. It is a requisite for sustaining life. It is elementary to life. No one really has an upper hand because anybody can be seduced. Life is not sex it is a byproduct of sex. Sex is not the goal of life. So you see getting a girl into bed is not difficult. In fact she wants it, she’s programmed by genetics, evolution and other invisible things that constitute and make up reality. Sex is natural so she sees through all your facades, deceptions and ego trips. In fact she encourages everything and plays you like Fifa to score, to get laid. She is using you. A spin to the narrative that men use women for sex. That’s not true, women want sex just as much as men. Man has penis and woman has vagina, we need each other. We are complimentary, YingYang. My intention is to ommit sex out of this picture but I don’t think I can. Simply because I think it’s this sexual orientation that makes girls difficult to understand. Little girls are taught from a very young age that they are “special”, that they are “the prize”. This is enforced through television, music, books, movies and popular culture as a whole. By the time they are able to use Facebook they see this playing out. They get millions of inboxes from guys seeking out their attention and it plays to the narrative that they are indeed “the prize” because it gives them the power to qualify men like; “I’d rather go out with Steve because he has a car, Kevin doesn’t”. Women always want the best pick, the best that they can possibly get. They do this subconsciously and unconsciously but this holds true also for men. Men qualify women based on their looks and certain features they find appealing. These are important considerations for the offspring. Women also do the same but the most important thing for them is competence like; can he take care of me, can he provide for the family? So is their thought process derived from possessions? Are women bloodsuckers? I don’t know but the hypothesis that they are is incomplete because another girl might go out with Kevin dispite the fact that he doesn’t have a car, if you tick the other boxes like competence, confidence and emotional stability, possessions and materials might not be a factor. So it has to be their thought pattern, neuroscience. This is definitely not about psychology. For one Psychology is a science, it is Universal, there might be different cases but the applications and solutions to these cases are more or less the same. Two, Sigmund Freud the godfather of psychology professed to not understand women, he didn’t understand their motivations and why they do what they do. It amazes me because Freud was an intelligent guy, he had all these theories and is a major contributor to field of psychology. But when it came to the motivations and actions of women, he shot blanks. I ask myself what chance do I have, if Freud also didn’t understand. I am not smarter than Freud. I like Neurosciences attempt at understanding women. In a nutshell, it says that everything in a woman’s head is connected, whereas things in men’s head are in compartments, in boxes that you open one at a time and close when you done. Man is more direct and derives his meaning from solving problems. Whereas woman is confused. For woman, “Yes” can mean “No” and “No” can mean “Yes”. They use doublespeak like it’s 1984.This analogy explains the unpredictable nature of women. Sometimes they are volitile and erratic like a Tsunami causing destruction and hell, other times they are calm like the ocean at night. Its difficult to understand women because it requires a lot of attention, something that isn’t a strong point for men. To tell you the truth, I don’t think women even understand themselves. That’s why they always need to talk, to explore and crystallize their thoughts. Women talk about everything and this gives them solice. Still, I think they are closer to the source. I think they are closer to God. They are used more by God to effect changes. My reasoning comes from the work of Carl Jung with his work on the unconscious. Women do things more unconsciously, whereas man is more reflexive, by this I mean man is always trying to instill order. Man is more active, whereas woman is passive – woman just is. This gives her the permission to cause chaos and watch on the sidelines. It gives her the opportunity to be spontaneous. Woman is the accident murderer who doesn’t remember what she did. This explains mans urge to subconsciously please woman. This would explain the million inboxes she gets on her socials. Woman has options because the world reacts to her. That’s a powerful realization. Maybe man is not meant to understand woman. Science has deluded man into thinking that he is God. Perhaps not knowing and not being able to understand is what makes everything worthwhile. Just maybe uncertainty is good, it certainly keeps everyone on their feet.

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Leo Messi content

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Leo Messi content

I have added a couple of things to my list of accomplishments in 2022. This time it’s more holistic in terms of my artistic endeavors. Like I said, great quality content with great backing will get you to great places. That’s what I am always doing, so I need to add everything up and make this great product. A product that people everywhere consume, every day, every month, every year and decade after decade. Damn! I could taste the glory. Everything you touch falls to aches. Mr. Invincible. Valuable. In disposable. Leo Messi style, I am the whole institution. Game after game, I give them what they want. Assist or goal. What do you want? Free kicks? Don’t worry, I got that too. For years, I have scored more free kicks goals than everybody, I am one of the greatest setpiece takers of all time. 7 Ballon D’ors, more than anyone. 6 European Golden Boots more than anyone. The only football player to win the Laureus best sportsman award. The only player who has outscored Pele for one club. The man with the most goals in a calendar year, 91, the player with the most trophies and many other countless impossible records and achievements. Leo Messi, a great man.

The Universe said let’s put some money in your account, it’s a professy, I am at the beginning of forever. Let’s see what we can do. The most important thing is collaboration. Find common ground and move forward. First Principle thinking, breaking everything to its single unit, it’s fundamental underlying property, and seeing where you can make alterations or innovate. Think outside the box. Take your time. Create combinations. Be crazy, have fun, soar with grace like an eagle in the sky. She said, she’s tired of being in a relationship where she doesn’t benefit anything. Oh, oh! She’s not the only one. I am in a tight situation. I need Leo Messi content to save me. She’s right, of course she’s right. I’ve been starting businesses left, right and center. My latest endeavor is always the one that is supposed to start things for me, to launch me outta space like a spaceship. Instead it’s just like all the others. The exciting thing about potential is that it’s not fulfilled. The narrative from the outside world is that I’ve reached my peak and I am slowly declining off the top. That’s not even minutely true. I am honing my skills. I am getting better everyday. In fact, I’ve haven’t even started yet; I am a long way from the start. The idea of quick success is ingrained in people’s minds. The plan I have for us is for the long haul. I want you to be my Queen for a lifetime. I want you to be with me until my soul finds another host. So you can never bail out on me. I love you. I need your energy. We have done exceedingly well in the past years, let’s keep moving forward. I know it’s difficult but the alternative is that you settle and if that’s the case, I wish you well. My logic is undeniable, get super smart and super rich. Because if I build myself and learn skills, no one can ever take that away from me, from us. I understand the frustration, no dates and I’ve been so distant, ghosting you like you don’t exist. I am wrong, I am sorry. I can do better and I will, granted you let things unravel. I need to better manage my time. I have been too inefficient. Not deploying the right resources to the task. I screwed up. I need you, that’s why I came home, to you. I never wanted another girl to know something about me that you don’t know. I will never let you down, not in the long run, not when it matters most. You mean the world to me, everything I do, I do because of a grand vision I have for our lives. If you are patient for a while longer, the wait will be worth it. Please stay, but if you leave I understand. A girl who can’t say “no” is doomed in this world we live in. Nothing is ever guaranteed except death and time ticking like a bomb. Life is hard and difficult, do you have the enthusiasm to stay on the frequency of your dreams? Are you cheerful in the face of adversity? Do you care? Are you loved? Can you push through it all and stand on the podium, a place designated for winners. Is your mentality strong enough to warrant a mention? Do you have the stamina and work ethic to see it through? Are you the woman for me? Only time will tell.

Why don’t you just get a job? Lol hilarious, I am the guy who creates jobs. Besides, get a job in the Era of Artificial Intelligence? That’s awful advice. What are you like 60? Everything is being automated. The real question is, what are you automating? I am a God. People are quick to lose faith. This is the process, I am building a life. I am already winning. I am already the one, I am already the hero, the future is already secured. I am already at Leo Messi level, I already produce great moments game after game, I am already the most consistent, I am already wealthy, I already have the best charisma and I already have everything! The money is just lagging behind like an oscillator but the signal is to buy and put everything on antakalipa, he is a billion beggar; the Lionel Messi of content.

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Sigma

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Sigma

I don’t care about your hierarchies and rules. Keep your status and perceived power.
I do what I want, when I want.
You can’t control me.
You can’t box me.
I am Cassius in his prime,
float like a butterfly,
sting like a bee.

I don’t care what you think of me too.
You can talk about me if it amuses you,
if it gives your life substance and gives you something to do.
Small minds discuss people anyways.

I don’t care about your conventions,
your styles,
your fashions
and your reputation.
I wear what I want.
I don’t conform to your norms.

Fuck everything you can take away from me. Fuck your bitch,
mine is thicker.

I am all about creation,
value,
love
and self-realization,
everything else is secondary.

No pressure,
no stress,
a natural confidence;
Sigma, Mr. Greatest in the world.

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Sean and Lerato

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Sean & Lerato

Once upon a time a man named Sean fell in love with a girl named Lerato. It was love at first sight, he fell instantly in love with Lerato. She was pretty, kindhearted, witty and intelligent. Sean knew that Lerato was the one. Lerato was perfect and well, Sean wasn’t much of a hit with the ladies. Lerato was indifferent to Sean. She found him arrogant for some reason. She had no interest in Sean whatsoever. Besides, she was already taken. This was doomed from the start. This did not deter Sean and he proceeded on wooing Lerato’s father. Realistically, this was his best shot. Lerato’s father liked Sean, he was smart, sensible and knew a lot about Business and the Stock Market. He and Sean would have wonderful conversations about business that lasted an eternity. Lerato got accustomed to seeing Sean around. Things started changing inside of her. She grew fonder. Lerato’s dad wasn’t a fan of her daughters partner and that worked well in Sean’s favor. As fate would have it, Sean would go on to marry Lerato and together they have three wonderful children.

I love that indirect approach. Go after the girl’s father – have a strategy and be patient. Be consistent and persistent. All of life is a game, choose avenues that give you consistent payoffs. A point everyday is better than 3 points sometimes. Strive for incremental value. Volitility is dangerous because it is not measured and the risks can take you out of the game. Keep moving, collect your point, take small bites, in the end you will win the game; it’s a certainty, things compound overtime. Have a holistic and elevated perspective. It doesn’t really matter what the other guy does, if your plan is better and rooted in reality, you will win. This is true genius.

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Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

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Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

If you had to, who would you banish from the confines of your mind. Who would you completely erase from your subconscious mind? If you didn’t meet them, would your life be better? Would the decision alter the trajectory and quality of your life? Would you then find the urge to follow your dreams? To make the best out of every moment you are handed. Are you willing to start afresh, to start anew and this time on your own terms and conditions? Would that make your happy? Who do you wish you never met? Is it your boyfriend? Is he boring and emotionally unavailable? Is it your girlfriend? Is she needy and insecure? Is it your friends and the lifestyle you have chosen? Is it your mistress and her crazy antics and unpredictable behavior? Who do you want to off like a button and live in an enlightened state. An illuminated state where you realize the importance of orientating yourself to your dreams and goals. You are the most important thing in all of existence and your livelihood and state of consciousness is paramount. Who would you cast out like a demon and liberate your mind. Which neural connections would you sever in order to construct better pathways? Pathways that enhance existence and lead to self-realization. Who do you need to relegate in the recess of the dark abyss to maintain order in your life? Who do you need to forget, to discard like rotten fish. Whose ordour is so unbearable that you need to leave the room? Whose energy kills like doom? Look at your life. Inspect your decisions. Cancel subscriptions from features that don’t show in your life. Move on. Carry on. Forget. Let time pass in between. Forgetting is bliss. Forgetting is preparing for the future. Things that don’t meet your current standards are the stale past made to wither like leaves in autumn. Spring ahead and witness your life blossom. Forget people who don’t think you’re awesome. Forget the mistakes of the past. Forget what could have been. Be present and look at everything unfold before your eyes. Expand your horizon and look farther. Stretch your imagination. Explore. Create new memories. Forget everything that isn’t making you grow, reside in a bubble of bliss and optimism; eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

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Professional

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Professional

Be a professional in this game called life. Be wholesome and dedicated. Play with efficiency and excellence. Play with intent, to maximize the winnings. See the small points? Take them and be consistent, these are the wins that paint the bigger picture. Be a person of integrity and respect everyone. Be regal in your actions, sway, to the rhythm of the earth. Be someone people come to when the dark nights besiege. Be accountable. Live your life and love yourself with impunity. Be professional. Play to win, this will maximize your profits. Serve large quantities of people and expand your horizon. Do it for the love. Care enough. Do everything to its climax. Target aiming raving reviews. Be professional about your health. Eat the things that make you feel right. Take care of your body it’s a finite source. Exercise and hit the gym. Be professional in all matters of life.

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Security Analysis

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Security Analysis

I had extra thousands so I decided I wanted to ball so I went to the book store. I was looking for an extraordinary purchase. One of the greatest I have ever made. Like the one when I was 20, on my birthday, on a day I decided “You deserve it”! I bought the greatest book on Investing “The Intelligent Investor” by Benjamin Graham. I liked the color of the book. I liked the recommendation by Warren Buffet stating that it was the greatest book on Investing ever! I laughed a bit. What can I say? I liked the language. It’s positive. It’s affirmed. I added Jordon Belfort’s “The Wolf of Wall Street”. I saw the movie and I wanted the book. Congratulations to Martin Scorsese and Leonardo Di Caprio for delivering an absolute cinematic experience. The best movie when it came out! It’s a pure Martin Scorsese film. A prime example of excellence. Terrence Winter wrote a good script. It was funny, it was great. The actors, the cameras, the make-up, everyone well done! Topping the purchase and day is impossible unless if I chose another Benjamin Graham book. The first book that came to mind was… That’s right, “Securities Analysis”. That’s the only book that can beat “Intelligent Investor”. I went to the superstore in Sandton, saw the classic guys Robert Kiyosaki, Robin Williams, “Richest Man in Babylon” but no “Security Analysis”. I went to the front and asked to be assisted, the kind book store guy obliged. He checked on his system and still no “Security Analysis”. He checked inventory from other branches but still not “Security Analysis”. Look, it’s not really a problem, I have “Security Analysis” as an ebook, I just wanted something tangible this time around. This kind sir was not willing to give up and so he went to the internet inventory. And it come up from my screen that it was 1.6. I was happy with the evaluation. At least a thousand nigga! Especially if it’s going to change your life in a major way. This book can make your existence. Pay up a bit. I said “Oh, you have it in hardcover? He responded, “no, it’s in digital format. I looked at him with great pride and said, no that’s not necessary sir, I already have it in ebook format”. I then thanked him for his time and walked away. It felt good. It was a good day.

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Expedience (Take it easy)

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Expedience (Take it easy)

Take it easy, slow down, stop making rash decisions, take a pause, think – don’t just do it. Oh, you wanna suck my dick? Slow down baby girl, you just met me, you don’t know me. You can’t be sucking every dick. Sit down. Plan. Think of a better solution. Let high calibrating energy guide you as you navigate this jungle but be delayed in your response. That will give you time to think, to consider perspectives and make an informed decision. Drive slow. Follow regulations. The fast lane is for people who have experience. People who know the rules and so can mend them to their advantage. Real hustlers who have been doing this for years. Look at your life. Look at your decisions. Are you going to last in that world with that approach? Stop being angry with the world. The world is and will forever be constant, it’s how people engage in the world that’s a problem. Start off by being grateful and make your way up. Be a strategist in life, this is game-theory, choose options that have better payoffs as you progress. Take your time, relax.

ANTAKALIPA

the great man

Consciousness of culture

Be your own boss. Live the life that you want. Strive to be the best. The “A-lister”, top of the pile, the pick of the crop, the best in the world. This dick ain’t free. Relax, take it easy.

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Create

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Create

Get the best people on your side.
Ensure they are radically open-minded.
Bounce off ideas and create.
We don’t need fools who will fuck up the energy.
We don’t need insecurities.
We don’t need angry people.
We need enthusiasm and the will to create.
Positive energy,
Luminous energy,
Energy that radiates,
Constructive energy,
One that builds and is self-sustaining.
This is how you create great things.

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