Month: June 2022

Survival mode

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Survival mode

There is an organ in your brain called the amygdala. It is called the reptilian brain. It is responsible for fight or flight phenomena. It is reactive, it is agile, it is most likely to save your life in this fast paced world where anything and everything can happen to you; Murphys law, sometimes life can be difficult for no reason at all. When this organ is active, you are fearful, reactive, it is life or death. Governments everywhere in the world use fear to govern and they target the amygdala. You can’t rule a happy people hence tormenting people is the only way to do it. That’s why there’s never any good news on mainstream media, it’s all news that make you emotional, angry, fearful, reactive and exposed to manipulations. We know there’s a virus because they tell us, they even know how many people are dying daily and so you must know about it every day, every minute, every second!

People are on survival mode, reactive and used like chess pawns. This is deliberately induced, hence the turmoil. We are living in a world of Social Scientists and World Controllers. Huxley warned us on “Brave New World”. This is Ivan Pavlov’s operant conditioning, it is meant to cause trauma to the people. Everyone’s amygdala is always activated and so chaos ensues.

We need to stop reacting. We need to disconnect to reconnect. This is not good for mental vitality, all this surviving and scrumbling of bread crumbs. Everything is what you make it. We need to stop reacting and think. One lives on survival mode because he wants to. The amygdala is in the brain, we have to think. Bad things happen, we all know that, this is life. It is suffering, the Bible says so as well. You must not feel sorry for yourself. Never wallow, no self-pity, carry on with your life because there’s no recess, everything else will happen without you. You’re not even that important, no one is. It’s your choice to live in a state of fear but don’t expect abundance. Never survive, thrive in all seasons. A life of fear has no utility.

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Successful people win every time

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Successful people win every time.

Successful people make their own luck. Both sides on their coins are heads and their dice always roll seven. They don’t take chances. Successful people control results, they don’t let results control them. This is why many successful people have an elevated view of the world. An elevated perspective helps you distance yourself from situations. It enables you to plan and forecast the future. Jeff Bezos is a master of looking into the future. He builds for the future. For years Amazon had been operating at a negative deficit but he kept on expanding and convincing his investors to look at the long-term prospects of the company. Today Amazon is one of the most valuable companies in the world, one of the most profitable and sells absolutely everything. Jeff, achieved this with Amazon because he delayed gratification and elevated his perspective. His investments and acquisitions have been outstanding. He purchased Alexa, Twitch and was one of the early investors of Google – investing $2 Million when it was just a start-up and today Google is the pulse of the internet if not the world. Let’s not forget Blue Origin, a space company whose ambition is to colonize Mars.

Jeff Bezos is a visionary, no wonder he is the world’s richest man. He is a man who knows what he wants. He is a man of great innovation and ambition and he is deliberate about it. When he sees potential, he sinks his teeth into it. He is a long-term thinker. Having an elevated perspective helps achieve his goals and create space for innovation.

This is a trait of all successful individuals, Focus and long-term thinking. It has worked for Bill Gates, Warren Buffet and Elon Musk. Steve Jobs also had the reality distortion field that enabled Apple to be the most valuable company in the world. Successful people are deliberate about what they want to see. They apply a lot of focus and resources to win. Successful people don’t wait for chance or speculate on the future, they have successful systems that enable them to win. They are relentless and ruthless. They never quit, it’s either they win or they win. Successful people create what they want to see with the aid of time. Successful people always get what they want.

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Valuable people

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Valuable people in the world.

Everyone in the world is valuable in a equal matter. We are all one, we all come from one source. There is a serious delusion spreading and we think we are our ego. This is not true, the ego is made up of external situmuli and that is an hallucination of the mind. At a fundamental level, we are just consciousness merely experiencing itself. We are the Universe, we are nature. Your self-importance is just an illusion. Science explores this topic with its work on the big bang. According to science, the big bang is the start of everything. Everything in the world, the mountains, the ocean, the birds, rocks, life in general is a result of this big bang. Everything in the universe is connected and all is energy and vibration. The rules of the universe are concise, they are backed up by science, mathematics, the stars, pyramids, shapes and numbers. Humanity has so much esoteric knowledge.

Leonardo Da Vinci expresses the very same sentiments with his Vitruvian man drawing. It expresses that man is perfect like nature. Man is the golden ratio of 1.618 PHI, that appears in all of nature. The number PHI, 1.618 is considered the most beautiful number in the universe because it appears everywhere in nature and life. Da Vinci’s Vitruvian man is PHI, 1.618. Da Vinci actually exhumed corpes to measure the exact proportions of human body structure. He was the first to show that the human body is literally made of building blocks whose proportional ratios always equal PHI, 1.618.

You are nature. You are life. You are awe-inspiring and because everything is everything, death is nothing to be feared but the next step in evolution, the change of seasons. Every one is chosen, we must work to create the reality that we want to see. Because we all share common ground, namely death, we are all equals in the world. There are no outliers, we just have different skills and talents. The people who we call outliers are really people who took the time to caltivate their talents. We are all the same and life is just a projection of the mind that is hallucinated by the same organ.

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The things you own end up owning you

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The things you own end up owning you.

The rise of consumerism is one of the reasons depression is so rife in the west and just about everywhere in the world. Consumerism is good for the capitalist system but not for the human spirit. This is because as human beings, we can’t help but to compare ourselves with others. It’s hardwired into our brains. Comparing is what creates meaning and it helps us classify things to see our progress in life. However it also creates anxiety because if I can’t get that German car my neighbor recently purchased then I feel worthless. The things you own end up owning you but a minimalistic life is not the answer either. Moderation is a big word in this context. Know yourself and what works for you and practice that. Don’t keep up with the Jones, keep up with your budget and responsibilities. I have simulated losing everything in my mind. This is a stoic exercise that helps me conquer fear, because if I am comfortable losing everything then I am free. Free to actualize, free to be what destiny intended.

Life is broader than material things. Life is emotions, perceptions and sensations. Life is awareness. Life is presence. Life is precious. Life is a miracle. Life is a beautiful process that keeps on getting better. Life is evolution and progression. Life is freedom. Life is creation. Life is love.

I realized a while back that earth was heaven. Heaven is not some Utopia that you get to, Heaven is already within. Heaven is what you create and God gave us complete control of our minds to create. Expression is creation and mind is expression. This is it. It doesn’t get better than this. You have the responsibility to create your own Heaven, simply because Heaven is a state of mind.

I’ve never really cared much for materials, I prefer creating experiences, they last longer. Still, I’ve always loved money. Money is power. Money buys a priceless commodity, time. But because money is external, it can be dangerous because of the imprints you attach to it. Money can repossess your soul, that’s if you identity with it and it’s difficult not to because society teaches us to do so.

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BDE

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BDE (Big Dick Energy)

The pressures of BDE, I hate it, it’s overrated. Sure it’s got its perks but there’s only so much you can do with 10 inches, it’s heavy machinery. Sure, I am a legend and a God but sometimes I wish I were average. I am a humble guy and I don’t need the spectacles. The pressures of BDE, I hate it, it’s overrated. She has a skinny vagina, she keeps on pushing me back, I am hurting her, the worst thing is that I can’t push it all in, I’ll rip her a part. I am a good guy, I don’t want to send her to the emergency room. The pressures of BDE, I hate it, it’s overrated. She’s reluctant to try out different positions, so I am limited to 3 at most and I still can’t go deeper than 6 inches. I am doing it for her, I am being considerate, It’s too big, it won’t fit. I am decent guy, I don’t want to rearrange her guts. They all want 9 inches until it’s time to play. It’s difficult to be a God. The pressures of BDE, what can I do? I’ll take it, God gave me this gift, I’ll do my best with it.

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9 inche pecker

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9 inche pecker

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
Average ain’t enough.
I need an extra inche or 2.

It ain’t good for my ego.
She fits the whole thing in her mouth,
balls included,
still it doesn’t clog her throat.

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
her hands are too large,
the contrast is embarrassing,
I need at least 25 cm.

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
or at least an 8 and a half.

Average ain’t enough,
It doesn’t inspire any confidence.

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
some men have 10,
How’s that fair?

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
To be the talk of the town,
a girls fantasy,
a recurring nightmare.

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
I can tell she’s faking,
some days she doesn’t moan
or groan.

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
she has cute names for my member,
it doesn’t inspire fear,
has no respect whatsoever,
my stress levels are so high
I have problems getting it up.

I could do with a 9 inche pecker,
Average ain’t enough,
I need an extra inche or 2.

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Expose

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Expose

Sit back and let them expose who they are. Relax, they are careless. Accident prone niggas drawn to destructive tendencies. Never react, that’s a bitches move, respond to end the game. You let a nigga kick you once, then he’s going to kick you once, you let him kick you twice and he’s going to kick you twice, you let him kick you three times and he’s going to kick you three times. But if you break his legs, there’s not going to be any kicking. Backstabbers, they smile at my face and stick blades to my back. What? You think I didn’t know? You fugazi niggas are faker than silicon tits, stationary in your endeavors and lacking bounce in your steps. Sit back and let them expose who they are. They can’t help themselves, they are bound to trip. Words and actions like a banana peel. Motives scripted like a wrestling heel. You diss me, you diss yourself. Check the subtext, they laughing at you. We see all your insecurities. Sit back and let them expose who they are, they are impulsive like children on a sugar high. Give them the space to tire themselves out and the rope to hang themselves. You ain’t gotta intervene, these are the fools that shoot themselves on the foot. They are repressed, they will show you all of their shadows, just a bunch of Fredos. Sit back and let them expose who they are, detach from your emotions, refrain from being offended, just watch, listen and enjoy – it’s all a show for you. When the disrespect gets outta control, you gotta pull the trigger, we’ll dig the hole. No one is out of bound we kill made men cause “I don’t shine shoes no more”. At the end of the day we teach people how to treat us.

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Be With You

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Be with you

You really think I’d be with you?
Come on bitch,
Be serious.

Oh, you did?

Then you are ridiculous.
I’ve had pussy more delicious.
You just an option in a million,
you ain’t conspicuous.

You really think I’d be with you?
Trust me,
you ain’t all that.

So many demands but what do you have to offer? Professional dick sucker,
you think that’s gonna fill the coffer?

Bitch please,
crocodile tears are just salt and water.
21 with 3 kids are you a pimps daughter?

Get out of here with your tired ass.
You are a car on reserve that’s got no gas.

More of a sperm bank,
Tap and go,
Inviting loads like a washing machine door.

You really think I’d be with you?
Open with no screws.
“Where did all the good men go? “
They all fucked you
And now nobody wants you.

You really think I’d be with you?
Scent of desperation,
30 with 5 kids from different generations.

no job,
no prospects,
living with your mother.
What man wouldn’t want you?
Your baggage ain’t a bother.

You really think I’d be with you?
Come on bitch,
Be serious.

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Slide Show

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Slide show

Life passes by so fast. One day we chilling together having a blast and the next day we changing diapers, wrinkled up on a path to forever. We don’t know each other anymore, time has made us estranged despite the fact that we were bounded like a compound but now we just molecules co-existing on our own. What happened to the time? What happened to us? Damn, we just drifted apart like diverting roads, Vin Diesel on one side and Paul Walker on the other; I’ll tell you all about my adventures when I see you again. Life is a slide show and I recount the memories we had, captured by my memory and replayed by my imagination, I still feel your presence, hear your laugher and mesmerized by the moment that seems to flicker like a dying star in the heavens. What happened to our plans and dreams? We used to think we could live forever, have it all, but now I have become narrowed and fixed on one path leading to nowhere. My life has become a looped record stuck in the comfortable known. I’ve internalized the lyrics and they don’t mean much anymore, they don’t mean anything. The sparkle in my eyes is dead buried in rue. So many could haves, so many should haves. Life is a tyrant marshaling us to expectations that don’t matter. Life has spiraled out of control, I don’t know who I am anymore and maybe I never will. Life is a slide show, I should have done more, sacrificed more, loved more, relied more on my own wits, built myself, instead I am stuck in mediocristan living a life that’s not mine. So many mistakes and regrets, I should have treated you better, so many people I wish I could erase from my archives. I wish I could rewind time and stop time like a photograph, just to relive the moments one more time, moments you can’t relive like the first steps, the new car smell, the first piece of furniture and still being a virgin. Now things have become obligation, a ritual, my innocence has long waned and my wonder of the world diminished. Time has staled my ambitions. While you have soared, lived up to all expectations and achieved your wildest dreams. How can there be so much contrast in our lives when we both share the same 24 hours? What went wrong in my life? Is it the decisions, the choices? How do you play the game successfully, is there a cheat code? One to fill the void in my heart and grant me eternal happiness. There was a time when we were happy, where did all that go? It’s like life happened to me and I was a passenger, passive, hapless. Where did all the time go and why do I feel like a victim? Life is a slide show, one day you happy and filled with visions of the future and the next day you are old, grumpy and miserable awaiting transcendence.

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Alone

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Alone

What if you had to be alone with yourself all day, night and eternity, with no one to assist you in eliminating the crushing boredom that is debilitating like life itself, solitary confinement that engulfs like Japanese candles, just you and your thoughts, forever. Would you even have thoughts? What are thoughts exactly? Consciousness often bogels me. Reality sometimes confuses me, sometimes I don’t think I am alive and science tells me I am light. Who is this “me”? What is this “me”? What the fuck is going on? How are you understanding me? Oh! This is how you induce mental instability, isolation, it naws at you like a persistent ex. If all is one and one is singular, in essence bored and out of his mind then reality is in itself crazy. Nothing makes sense. I just exist, an extention of the universe that came into existence because of this one bang. I understand suicide, sometimes you just suffer for no apparent reason and you and you have the opportunity to end it all because you have consciousness, why not take the chance? Nothing matters in any case.

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